This is my last Sunday being free, from next week, i will be either in Speed class or writing an exam for the next 7 or 8 months. Its about time I start my preparations seriously and get settled in the so called study groove and claim a good seat of my choice. If i score a high rank, then its my decision. If i dont, then surely, its not in my hands. It will be their decision. Thats one thing i don't want to give up to them and decide my fate. I want to decide myself whatever good or bad it is, and not regret for it later.
My laptop is doing all sorts of problems, getting hanged constantly, that too when i watch some youtube videos.. And suddenly, i get some strange sound from the fan. It can be compared to only one thing. High noise producing water motor pump.
I wanted to change my laptop before it dies out, and if that happens, there wont be any selling price for it. Also, its been 3 years since i am using an age old historical Intel Celeron processor with Windows Vista Ultimate, and the laptop that has seen Europe and USA seriously deserves some rest from me. But still, it works like a champion except for those strange noise, and the heat that it produces like a furnace (seriously if u keep it in your lap, then i can't guarantee anything for your future, actually, i have to worry about it ). Hard disk problem, Fan cooling unit problem, if i go for repairing it, i will spend 5000 rupees at the minimum, but i want to sell it for some good price and get that Sony Vaio that captured me.. But unfortunately, when i think about it, I know i haven't done anything useful for my family, and therefore i don't want to put unnecessary burden to my family on this also. ( yeah, already i am )
Thing that can be obtained in life for free of cost.. Tons and tons of advice. Its always irritating to listen to them especially when it comes from people who don't know about it. And thats what i am facing right now. They speak like they know everything ( ofcourse, all youngsters speak like that, and i am no exception, and don't ask when i became an youngster) and irritate you to the core. That has actually made me to take a challenge of not going to my native place till I have got a PG seat to my name. Also a challenge of not speaking to many friends till i have the same. Not everyone, but many.
You need extreme amount of patience if you want to drive in Nungambakkam station subway and also, chetpet bridge.. Drive after 6 pm till 8 pm, and you will know what i am talking about. Heavy traffic, pollution, summer time, first gear and lots of petrol consumption, it will push you to the core of patience. Same applies to V.N Road after 5 pm.
As i told, this is the last Sunday i can spend my time at home and for the next 8 months, I will be out. To be honest, everyone would enjoy this day, but in my position, i don't even have the will to enjoy and all i can concentrate is one thing. Studies. I am dreaming for a day when i can tell my parents that i have scored a good rank and i can get my specialty of choice in a good college. All that matters is positive approach and strong will power, and if i can achieve it, then i can read with a mind that a good thing awaits for me in the horizon. But one question remains.. When?????
My laptop is doing all sorts of problems, getting hanged constantly, that too when i watch some youtube videos.. And suddenly, i get some strange sound from the fan. It can be compared to only one thing. High noise producing water motor pump.
I wanted to change my laptop before it dies out, and if that happens, there wont be any selling price for it. Also, its been 3 years since i am using an age old historical Intel Celeron processor with Windows Vista Ultimate, and the laptop that has seen Europe and USA seriously deserves some rest from me. But still, it works like a champion except for those strange noise, and the heat that it produces like a furnace (seriously if u keep it in your lap, then i can't guarantee anything for your future, actually, i have to worry about it ). Hard disk problem, Fan cooling unit problem, if i go for repairing it, i will spend 5000 rupees at the minimum, but i want to sell it for some good price and get that Sony Vaio that captured me.. But unfortunately, when i think about it, I know i haven't done anything useful for my family, and therefore i don't want to put unnecessary burden to my family on this also. ( yeah, already i am )
Thing that can be obtained in life for free of cost.. Tons and tons of advice. Its always irritating to listen to them especially when it comes from people who don't know about it. And thats what i am facing right now. They speak like they know everything ( ofcourse, all youngsters speak like that, and i am no exception, and don't ask when i became an youngster) and irritate you to the core. That has actually made me to take a challenge of not going to my native place till I have got a PG seat to my name. Also a challenge of not speaking to many friends till i have the same. Not everyone, but many.
You need extreme amount of patience if you want to drive in Nungambakkam station subway and also, chetpet bridge.. Drive after 6 pm till 8 pm, and you will know what i am talking about. Heavy traffic, pollution, summer time, first gear and lots of petrol consumption, it will push you to the core of patience. Same applies to V.N Road after 5 pm.
As i told, this is the last Sunday i can spend my time at home and for the next 8 months, I will be out. To be honest, everyone would enjoy this day, but in my position, i don't even have the will to enjoy and all i can concentrate is one thing. Studies. I am dreaming for a day when i can tell my parents that i have scored a good rank and i can get my specialty of choice in a good college. All that matters is positive approach and strong will power, and if i can achieve it, then i can read with a mind that a good thing awaits for me in the horizon. But one question remains.. When?????
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